The Body of Christ
This
is how we know what love is; Jesus Christ laid down his life for us.
1
John 3:16a
The
other day I saw a series of three pictures that at first glance
appeared to be raw meat. I was taken back wondering why in the world
someone was sending me pictures of raw meat. Then I got to the third
picture and looked a bit closer. My stomach literally seized and my
heart went to my throat. They were pictures of a representation of
the Crucifixion. That bloody, odd looking mess was my Lord and
Savior. Obviously it wasn't, just a man made up to look like Jesus
but in that moment, I saw my Savior, my love, my dearest friend, not
dressed in flowy robes, not walking with a smile, his hair blowing
behind him. What I saw was a once lovely young man beaten literally
beyond recognition. I clicked off that picture so fast. Then I
thought about it.
I
attend a liturgical church which means that every Sunday we receive
communion, called the Lord's Supper in some churches. When we receive
the pastor says, “The body of Christ, given for you.” In the
church in which I grew up, they said, “Receive the body of Christ.”
Those phrases went through my head as I thought of the images I had
just seen. The bruised, battered, scarcely recognizable as human,
body of Jesus Christ, given for me. For me, a ridiculously selfish
sinner.
John
18:23 says, “If I said something wrong,” Jesus replied,
“testify as to what is wrong. But if I spoke the truth why did you
strike me?” Those words pierce my heart! This, to me, is not
the voice of a king. This is the voice of the very human Jesus, sad
and frightened. Yes, Jesus was fully God but he was also fully man
and a very young man at that. Reading those words breaks my heart in
the exact same way that looking at the pictures did.
Why
were they hitting him? Why was he abused to within an inch of his
life? Why was his body so bloodied that he didn't look human? We can
blame the rulers of that time all day long. We can point fingers at
Pharisees, the Sanhedrin, the High Priest and the screaming crowd but
go back for a second to the words in the communion feast. “The body
of Christ given for you.”
(emphasis mine) For. You. You hit him. You scoff at him. You neglect
him. You mock him. And by you, I mean we or more to the point, I. I
do those things.
Those
words and images break my heart but am I thinking of them when I'm
getting impatient? Complaining? Feeling envious? Gossiping? They do
not. They should. Those words and images should be front and center
in my mind. “The body of Christ, given for you (me).” If they
were, I'd be quicker to pray, quicker to praise and serve and thank
him for his mercy.
Why
were they striking him? Ignorance and fear. Why are we? Arrogance and
pride, maybe. Whatever it is, I am thankful that his grace covers me
as I pray to do better tomorrow.
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